Negative again. Lord please have mercy on my soul.
I have done all the crying and wailing – after once again getting a negative on Mother’s Day. Anybody who comes within 10 metres of me bearing a gift of pink carnations and a box of chocolate (with a bow on it) risks physical attack by deranged woman.
At this stage, after 13 (14?) cycles, you might think – shouldn’t you just stop and spare yourself? Should you just look IT in the eye and say, I LOSE.
All I know right now is, I don’t just want a baby, I want to be a mother. However it takes.
Once I regroup I will come back with a plan – and believe me I have a good plan in place. I have so much in me to keep going I must be the happiest disappointed person today in my clinic. In the mean time I am faced with the aftermath and bloodbath.
Thanks so much to those who dropped by my website and rewarding me with such beautiful word of encouragement – this world need more mothers like you and I wish for you all dreams to come true.