Thursday, May 26, 2005

The Waiting Game

FET happened on Monday. All went well with a tiny bit of bleeding post transfer. My cervix is THAT sensitive.

I am in no mood thinking about FET today. Not because I am not positive about – it is mainly because it has become so routine to me (going in and out of hospital) that I am a little numb by this whole IVF process.

Best not to think about it.

If I worry about it all the time it is not going to do me any good. I need to have faith and trust that it will work for me one day.

I just made an appointment to see a new fertility specialist - I feel like such a traitor seeing someone else - my current doctor is so good to me. How do you break up from your doctor anyway? I am wrecking my brains here. I don't want to upset him because if I ever get lucky, I want him to deliver my baby. But the trick is getting me PREGNANT in the first place. So - I have decided to try my luck with another clinic who seems to have a pretty good track record with the locals.

Test date is next wednesday. I am very calm - and collected. I am not going to let the stress get to me. Whether or not it works I am still a good person and will stay happy.

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